Thursday, September 10, 2009

Day 51 Post Detox.

I don't even know why I'm still keeping count....or even if anyone reads this anymore (except you,spontaneous) but I did just realize that I am past the halfway mark if I was going to test. :P
Ok, so basically the news is this: I haven't had to run to the ER, but I am seeing a doctor later today (per my Mother's orders) This morning I woke up and the pain in my lower back is nearly unbearable. Tuesday I went #2 and filled a toilet with blood :( I really should have gone to the doc sooner, I suppose. Could it be resolve related? I really don't think so at this point as I have rectal bleeding for almost a year. I've always kinda ignored it, yah I know dumb, heh, I thought it was just a pesky hemmorhoid.
Anyway, I'm definitely in pain right now, and my doc appointment is in my hometown so I have to leave an hour and half early to get there. I'm also moving there so I was loading my car with things to take there and leave just for this little day trip and thought I was gonna fall out from the exertion. UGH FML.
I shall keep you posted on the word from the doctor :)

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Day 47 Post Detox

OOOO....this sucks. Everybody seems so depressed :( Strangely, the fact that resolve doesn't work isn't chapping my @$$ as much as I would expect it to. $300 down the drain does kinda upset me though, but that's what scams are, they take your money, and they prey on desperate folks like us who can only *dream* of a cure for herpes.
What does bother me though, is the fact that as of Thursday morning, I began vomiting, had fever chills,and ran a 104 temperature. I was getting better until Saturday morning I woke up suddenly and my junk...burned. I also had trouble going #1 so I had to take some AZ0s.
Now, on Sunday, my tonsil on the left side still feels like it wants to explode, I have a runny nose and mucus discharge,a small bit of thrush in my mouth, and a mysterious stomach ache to boot.
I may just be vengeful, but this seems to me to be as a result of resolve.It seems that resolve wipes out you bodies natural defenses(i.e. Herpes antibodies) and me being this sick is my body trying to readjust and build its defenses back up. I don't remember ever being this sick, it's ridiculous.
I'll still keep you guys posted though, as I may go to the hospital later on tonight or tomorrow morning if I don't feel better. Otherwise, hang in there, don't let anything get you down ;)