Wednesday, December 2, 2009


I had been meaning to check in on this place for a good while, but just couldn't ever find the time.
First, I had a major falling out with a "best friend" who wrote malicious things about me on her myspace for about a month, oh, and I happened to live with her and the lease wasn't up until the end of October. Fun times. Very bitter, juvenile person.I had to move outta there, but as a parting gift I cut off the electricity in the place two days before she got the keys to her new apt. Take that!
My ex and I got back together, I can't quite remember if I said that in my last post,but we did, as he was departing on this long deployment. I was a bit apprenhensive because I'm pretty sure he is the one who gave me herpes, but the deployment he just left for was more important than being tested. It eventually just wittled down to we didn't even care, we still had a wonderful relationship and sex life. Over his thanksgiving leave last week, he proposed to me, and I accepted!
As far as resolve: By the time me test time came around in mid-October, I had honestly forgotten about the whole resolve ordeal. Even if I had remembered, I wouldn't have wanted to waste my money. Strangely enough, Resolve never attempted to contact me in any way to see how I was doing. Wonder Why.
I have the feeling that resolve really damaged my body though. All of this is speculation, but hear me out: A couple of weeks after my test date, where it would have shown that I had no antibodies for the virus, I got a strange rash on my right bicep. It looked like the chicken pox, but it was limited to that small space on my bicep. I never had the chicken pox, I got vaccinated when I was 13. I find it strange that a couple of weeks after I would have no antibodies, when antibodies started to build back up (as they did with Love and Fighter, when they retested and had made more) I broke out in what looked like, well, the chicken pox. Which kinda makes me wonder, what other good things could it have wiped off my system? Sitting here typing this I realize other things I have been vaccinated for that could be at risk, like hepatitis?
I don't know, but every since then my body is kinda actin weird, I also believe I am actually getting little herpes OB's. Wouldn't notice them if I wasn't looking though, they are very mild. Anyway, I'm going to end this novel, and wish everyone well! I will be back, leave comments!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Day 51 Post Detox.

I don't even know why I'm still keeping count....or even if anyone reads this anymore (except you,spontaneous) but I did just realize that I am past the halfway mark if I was going to test. :P
Ok, so basically the news is this: I haven't had to run to the ER, but I am seeing a doctor later today (per my Mother's orders) This morning I woke up and the pain in my lower back is nearly unbearable. Tuesday I went #2 and filled a toilet with blood :( I really should have gone to the doc sooner, I suppose. Could it be resolve related? I really don't think so at this point as I have rectal bleeding for almost a year. I've always kinda ignored it, yah I know dumb, heh, I thought it was just a pesky hemmorhoid.
Anyway, I'm definitely in pain right now, and my doc appointment is in my hometown so I have to leave an hour and half early to get there. I'm also moving there so I was loading my car with things to take there and leave just for this little day trip and thought I was gonna fall out from the exertion. UGH FML.
I shall keep you posted on the word from the doctor :)

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Day 47 Post Detox

OOOO....this sucks. Everybody seems so depressed :( Strangely, the fact that resolve doesn't work isn't chapping my @$$ as much as I would expect it to. $300 down the drain does kinda upset me though, but that's what scams are, they take your money, and they prey on desperate folks like us who can only *dream* of a cure for herpes.
What does bother me though, is the fact that as of Thursday morning, I began vomiting, had fever chills,and ran a 104 temperature. I was getting better until Saturday morning I woke up suddenly and my junk...burned. I also had trouble going #1 so I had to take some AZ0s.
Now, on Sunday, my tonsil on the left side still feels like it wants to explode, I have a runny nose and mucus discharge,a small bit of thrush in my mouth, and a mysterious stomach ache to boot.
I may just be vengeful, but this seems to me to be as a result of resolve.It seems that resolve wipes out you bodies natural defenses(i.e. Herpes antibodies) and me being this sick is my body trying to readjust and build its defenses back up. I don't remember ever being this sick, it's ridiculous.
I'll still keep you guys posted though, as I may go to the hospital later on tonight or tomorrow morning if I don't feel better. Otherwise, hang in there, don't let anything get you down ;)


Saturday, August 22, 2009

Day 32 Post Detox

Just thought I'd stop by and say hello. I feel fine, and the vajayjay feels fine too.
I've actually come back to speaking terms with her too...not that I really talk to my vajayjay,but for a while there I couldn't even bring myself to look at it. I wish I had something a bit more interesting to say, but I just feel good, no symptoms of anything. Wish it could go a bit faster though! Mid October is when I test.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Day 23 Post Detox

Yeek. Put your pants on one leg at a time is still positive. Who are we kidding y'all? I'm not trying to be a pessimist,but this is obviously one of many "cure" scams out there. I am tempted to bring this junk,as I still have my unused portions, to a specialist so they can tell me what it is and what it does. I'm guilty as well, but really, if this was a *cure* don't you think more people would know of this. I read the thread on on this stuff and apparently Dave is a known con.
I joined this site before I read that, but *oh well* I'm still going to get a western blot to confirm my diagnosis.
I sure wish Fighter would make an appearance, to see how she is doing :)
I wish there really was a cure :(

Friday, August 7, 2009

Day 19 Post Detox

Well,I caught Love's update from the other day and this information got my little cranial wheels a-turning. When I had a positive IGG test back in March, I had a 2.95,in the invalid range. I have never really had any symptoms, even when I was on the detox. I'm just wondering,um...maybe I actually don't have it after all? I guess the heartbreak of seeing another positive result would be just a little too much for me, but irregardless of the resolve, I do need to have a western blot to confirm what is going on with me. Also to be perfectly honest, due to some poor choices I made in the past, it would be a possibility to contract H. I am young, and completly human, and even though,yes, there is a small chance I might not have it, the past three months have been a very important experience and a moot life lesson on judgment. I was never harsh to anyone with an STD, quite the opposite actually, but I had the blind ignorance to believe that I was invincible,which absolutley lends to why I am here and I take responsibility for my actions. Three months I have known now, and as absolutely strange as this sounds, herpes has made me better.
I wish I could go back and tell that girl when she was first diagnosed that it will get better.I wish I could give her a hug and tell her that herpes does not affect her ability to love and be loved. I wish I could tell her to be small enough to accept the things in life that are far larger than herpes,but yet be big enough to educate the next generation and admit to the mistakes she ignorantly brought upon herself.
That scared,depressed,ashamed girl isn't around anymore,thankfully, but what's left in her place though, is this new me. I am proud of the person I am becoming.
Cheers to hopeful-cheers to a better world without anger, and without fear. Cheers to a world without silence in the face of ridicule. I read you'd moved and began starting over, and I am doing the same within the year. So, cheers to you, cheers to spontaneous, cheers to optimistic, cheers to us!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Day 9 Post Detox

Howdy everyone! I met with a friend last night, that I haven't seen in about a year, and he just volunteered to me that his ex gave him herpes.He doesn't know that I have it, and he seemed like he wanted to cry when he told me. I was elated when he told me, because now I have someone to relate too! I don't feel so alone anymore. We went to buffalo wild wings and just drank and relaxed together.
Everything is hunky dorey is the vajayjay region, matter of fact everything is hunky dorey in all aspects of my life. I don't post every day, but I do read the updates everyday, and I just adore all of you. I so hope this works, I would endure outbreaks for the rest of my life if you guys could be OK.
Please,please hang in there, and when times are rough, look at what you do have, not what you don't,Ok?

Monday, July 20, 2009

Day 1 Post Detox more hauling a huge jug of organic juice to work with me. I am going to keep drinking plenty of water, getting exercise, and keeping my hopes up until test day.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Step 2 Day 14

Did you get light headed and dizzy on step 1. My blood pressure will not stabilize. I can't wait until this is over. I'm not looking forward to step 2, but if this is going to work, I have to try it. Good Luck

No, I don't believe I experienced any of those symptoms. I think it is more important to eat before your doses in Step one than it is in step 2, so be sure you are getting some real food in before you take them. During step 2, I forgot my juice once and had to take a does with water, I WOULD NOT RECOMMEND DOING THIS. First off, it tasted so bad I almost threw up, second, about an hour after taking it I got all shaky and just wasn't feeling good at all. So, the most important thing with step 2 is: Don't forget your juice.

Today is my last day on step 2! Tomorrow I begin my state of remission..or whatever you could call it. October just doesn't seem to far away... I can't remember my exact test date, but if I remember correctly it is mid-october. I feel fine, got a haircut a couple of days ago, just enjoying my summer. I am crossing my fingers, and still have never had an OB. Best of Luck to all of you.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Step 2 Day 13

I have a had a hectic week...been keeping up with my doses though. Im on my third bottle of organic juice, and tomorrow is my last day. I can't wait until I don't have to carry around these minerals anymore, they're just so cumbersome. I feel great,best of luck to "Fearfully Hopeful" as she tests next week.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Step 2 Day 5

Just taking it slow....coming to terms with HSV being in my body. I'm pretty sure resolve is BS y'all. I'm going to finish as I only have 9 days left, and I will test in October, but I'm not expecting too much.
Life goes on, there are still many things to experience out there(Many beaches to surf, in my case). Keep going, keep improving, keep looking up. Don't let a little bug that decided to take up residence in your body control you. You control you body, never forget that. All of the blissfully ignorant people going about transmitting this because they have too much pride to be tested, well, we are better than they are because we take responsibility for our sexual health, and obviously, care about other people's as well.
It is a slap in the face when someone makes a cruel statement about HSV, but what do they know? Probably not a whole lot, given the lack of effective sex education in this country(An absolute shame on the government).
I've read a lot about HSV in my now three months of knowing, and read a lot of stories and plights of people who have had this for years. My heart goes out to everyone, and I will not stop fighting back until I am cured and you are too.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Step 2 Day 2

Quick question! While reading other blogs, people mentioned that step 2 is a bit smelly. I am going on vacation and will be starting step 2. I want to be as discreet as possible and not have to explain what I am taking. Is it a way to neutralize the smell? Does it linger in the air or on your breath? Please help!

I am only on Day 2 of this step...and would not want to travel with this step al all. The apple juice I use seems to cover up any odor it may give off, but we will see as I increase in dosage. I don't know if you've read my whole blog, but I had to make a weekend trip to California a couple of weeks ago, on a whim, and had to drag my minerals with me on TWO sets of connecting flights, plus being around two of my siblings and like five cousins. It was horrible, and I couldn't imagine bringing this huge jug of apple juice I have with me anywhere. When people asked what I'm taking, and my family is pretty nosy, just tell them it's a dietary supplement, h*ll, it says it on the bottles. The worst they will do is go on about your weight or something lol.

Hope this helps you...I'm definitely no expert on the subject, but with step ave your glass,dosage cup, minerals, AND apple juice to worry about..eek.

Step 2 Day 1 I started step 2 today. For those of you that just ordered the minerals...take my advice here: MIX THE STEP 2 MINERALS ON YOUR DAY OFF BETWEEN STEP 1 and 2 Don't be a tard like I was and mix them up for them to be all hot when you need to take them...duh. Remember to use bottled water too...I used tap water, in another act of straight tardedness, but I emailed resolve and they said it was OK. downstairs area feels...funny. That is the best word I can come up with, really. Not tingly, not hot, not itchy, no sores or blisters or anything like that, just different I guess. I had a bit of odor earlier too...(Sorry guys, but I'm keeping it real here.)
Anyway....blessings and good will :)

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Day 35 tomorrow is my last day on Step 1 and July 4. It's really almost over, gosh. I've been trying really hard to not drink while doing this, but I got a little overboard with the Pina Coladas on Monday. I really couldn't help it. :D
I feel fine, the only side effect I have lately is kind of odd, but here goes...I've been getting the hiccups REALLY easily. Don't know if it is because of resolve, but I'm not used to getting the hiccups so often.
Anyway, to everyone that reads some fireworks, eat watermelon, be safe, and dont worry to much about this obnoxious virus. Enjoy your country's independence day :) If you aren't American and you read this, well, I'll eat a watermelon in your honor :D

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Day 33

Been pretty depressed all week, continuing on my regimen with resolve though. Today, the lymph node in my right armpit was really irritating me. I hope it settles down tomorrow. I ran out of Bottle B today, so I going to use Bottle C for both doses for the next three days, I have enough and resolve said that it would be OK to do that. Love and prayers from this girl in Texas.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Day 29

So...had my expectations, and today resolve removed Love's blog from their testimonials page. Fighter's blog is still there, rest assured. Oh well, I'm still pressing forward.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Day 28 Having my doubts...*sigh*

My skepticism meter is at an all time high right now if this really doesnt work, and I'm still giving it the benfit of the doubt...I'm heading here next. Go Florida!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Day 27

OHHH Holy menstrual cramps today!! R.I.P Michael Jackson...Im a huge fan, and despite his personal issues, he made amazing contributions to the music industry.

So, the southern pimples I had are gone today.

On Love's situation, I am going to give resolve the benefit of the doubt. Take cancer patients for example. Chemotherapy works for some, but not all. Sometimes it works, and then the cancer comes back. What is important to remember for all of us dealing with H, is that, like some cancer patients who go through chemotherapy for up to several years(Please don't forget how brutal chemo is), it may take a while. Yes, it says on the website 90 days. We are all different, I will be as patient as I have too.
I may suffer some repercussion for posting this, but I, and anyone else trying this understood the risk when we spent our money and committed ourselves emotionally and physically. If one day I am proven wrong, I'll admit it.

BTW...I am on yahoo as bionic_baby2001, if anyone would like chat with me sometime. I am quite friendly and entertaining lol. Oh...and the reason why I have weird usernames on some things is because I created them when I was like lie.

Day 26

So! The bad news is in, Love's recent blood test week this week showed that her HSV1 is back. Very interesting indeed! There is the possibility that she was reinfected somehow, but like I said in an earlier post in my blog, I have the sneaking suspicion that this stuff we are taking is just putting our H levels below the radar, where it will regenerate eventually (Given that even the tiniest bit of the virus WILL replicate). I am certainly hoping that the others who have had negative results retest themselves after a while, that seems to be the only way to tell if my theory has truth to it. Wish I was a doctor....
Very thought provoking situation,nonetheless,my prayers are for Love tonight.

As for me, I have an ache in my lower back. I didn't do anything to strain it, but it hurts :( Good night!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Day 25

Started 20 mL today...and noticed a whole bunch of southern area pimpleage as well. Pretty well depressed me, actually. Nothing substantial, they really just look like pimples.
While I have been on resolve, I have quit smoking, and have virtually drank nothing but water. I am human though, and have had the occassional coke or other flavored drink. It seems a bit odd how some other people on resolve seem to becoming pretty ill at some point during the detox...and I had only a head cold last week.I don't eat super healthy food, but I definitely eat better than roommate lol. I'm surprised my roommate doesn't weigh 300 pounds. At least I don't think my eating habits are bad... As I said in an earlier post, I've always had a pretty good immune system, ah sigh, I just really don't know. I figured my calender the other day...will be testing sometime in October. Someone else on blogspot needs to order a kit and start a blog, I don't want to be the last one!!
Prayers and good will for everyone, from this gal in Texas.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Day 24

I emailed resolve about my leaky bottle yesterday, and they told me I could substitute bottle A or C if I ran out but sent me a link to buy another Bottle B just in case. I think I'm going to just use what I have left here seeing as I have a quarter bottle left and only 12 days to go.
I started my period today, right on time. I think I've read a few blogs where some girls get outbreaks with their periods, not me...just unbearable cramps. It will be a few hours, but I'll be curled up in bed, or the bathtub, cursing the heavens for making me a woman.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Day 23

OH holy large sore on my rear end! I went to LA for the weekend, which just totally threw me off on my dosage. First, before I left, I was grabbing my luggage off and stool, and I hadn't zipped it yet, so as it fell, ALL my stuff, including my bottles, hit the floor. I think this is where I lost my doasge cup, so I had to run to a drug store first upon arrival. Friday was crazy too, I didn't get my first dose in until about 5 pm. I didn't get all the water I like to have while I was there either. I ate terribly too, mostly because my family that I was with likes burger joints...I did the best I could but not as good as I'd like. *sigh*
My luggage was "randomly" searched both ways... maybe because of the three large bottles tucked away at the bottom of the bag? I was so irritated though when I got home today, and opened my luggage and one of my bras was damp...bottle B leaked on the way home(Why God, Why?) I have about a quarter bottle left, and it's hard to tell if it will last, so I'm about to email resolve to ask what I should do if I run out.
As far as symptoms...I'm still coughing up a little mucus..I was a little embarrassed on the plane when I coughed a little. I didn't think people would buy it if I told them I wasn't sick I am detoxing lol. Better to cough a little than have bad BO on the plane, like the guy I sat next to from Minneapolis to Dallas. Oh, and then there is this sore on my left butt cheek that erupted Saturday. If the one I had on my face the other day was pimplezilla, then this is his Mom. I can feel it through my jeans.
Anyway, I didn't get to go surfing because it was like 60 degrees outside the whole weekend, and my $150 digital camera was stolen in Hollywood somewhere. So, I'm glad to be home... hope everyone else is doing ok!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Day 19

Ahhh...logged on to check everything and the two newest updates from people were pure good news, so I have to keep the good vibe going by posting something good too :)
I haven't had any trouble sleeping for two days in a row now! Finally! Hooray for this slumbering seaturtle.
I had some downstairs tingling going on about two days ago, but it went away the next day, so I'm going to say on day 17? I dunno, but it went away the next day. Like I've said before, I've never had a outbreak, and if I could go through my entire herpes experience without one...that would be even better. I was having a pretty bad day when I had the tingles, which is probably why I didn't post, I really thought I was having the prodome to an even WORSE day. But, two days later I feel fine again. Still a runny nose and the occasional hacking up of mucus, but better than an OB.
My sleep will be short lived, I have a 7 am flight to catch in the morning, ugh. I tell you guys, I am so not happy about having to go. I'll tell you this too, my crazy sibling is convinced that she and I are going to go to a club on Saturday night in West Hollywood and actually get in...WOW isn't she a dreamer. I told her even if we do make it in, I assure you my broke a$$ can't afford to be there. I'm going to tell her to do whatever she wants and I'm going to stay on the beach where it is safe :)
Of course, I'm about to email resolve to see if the minerals are OK to put in my luggage, I know they probably were flown over here from NZ in the first place, but that was when they were in concentrated form. Airlines don't allow you to carry bottles with you in yoyur carry-ons anymore, which I found out the hard way on a trip to Costa Rica last month. I figure the best thing to do is put the minerals at the bottom of my suitcase with my clothes and whatnot securing them in place. And cross my fingers that they don't lose my luggage...I have connecting flights both ways..eek.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Day 18 Bright and Early

Ok, it is now 7 am, and I am wide awake as I'd thought I'd stop by and say HAI.
Poor resolve! haha they must be so tired of hearing from me by now...if I even think of something remotely worth a question...I ask. I'm getting my money's worth over here, OK? Anyway, with the exception of my runny nose I still have, I feel fine.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Day 16 Pimplezilla has attacked!

I lay awake in bed last night as usual, and finally I cracked under pressure and took a sleeping pill. I don't like to put things in my body, ever, especially while I'm on resolve, as I don't want to exhaust my body, and don't want to run the risk of disturbing the minerals. I sound like I'm just totally in tune with nature here lol. I'm going to email resolve in a moment to ask about sleeping aids, even though the one I take is all natural. I'm pretty sure they are sick of hearing from me by now, but they are always polite and very prompt on replies.
I feel better than yesterday, although my throat is still a little sore, and I still have a a bit of sinus pressure, and some nasal drainage. Nothing debilitating, I'm up and about, but I'm going to ask resolve if I should drop back a few doses or if I should just continue along.
I also have a HUGE zit on my fore head. It almost looks like I have a horn. Like I said in an earlier post, I never broke out as a teenager and to do it now is messing with my head. I'm resisting the urge to pop it so it doesn't scar..but it's tempting.
I nicknamed it pimplezilla.
I'm going to go attempt to find a flight to california this friday, on a stupid business thing that was dropped on me just in the past week (Thanks to my family). At least I get to go surfing, sheesh.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Day 15...second time around

I was checking my calender last night...and somehow I got ahead a day. I thought it would be best to repeat day 15, and get back onb track, but I went on ahead and emailed resolve, so hopefully they agree.
Had a pretty emotional outburst last night, It's been 2 and half months since I was diagnosed with this, and last night was the first time I allowed myself to cry about it. I don't like to cry, so I don't let myself do it too often...I take it as a sign of weakness. I can only imagine how some of you who have had this for years feel. Society is cruel to people with this disease, or any STD for that matter. I'm on your side!
Lastly, ask and ye shall receive I suppose, because last night when I was laying awake as usual, it hit me at about six am. My nose drained, I started coughing, and got a headache. I FINALLY fell asleep at about 8 am and woke up still feeling pretty bad. I guess I got my wish, now let's see if I get the one I really test negative.

Friday, June 12, 2009

Day 15

I was reading one of my medical books yesterday(I am a med student, with plans to study...HIV. I just so happen to have H) and one of my text books says "taking certain antiviral drugs can drop HIV levels in the blood so low that it is undetectable, but the person is still a carrier of the virus." This got my mind working but there are a few problems with it first:
1) This is HIV, not HSV.
2) Resolve is not an antiviral (At least I don't think it is)
3) My textbook does not say that being "undetectable" means that the carrier will test negative when they do in fact have the virus. (Though I assume thats what it means)
Just brainstorming...I'm kind of a nerd.

Day 15

My lymph nodes stopped in and said hello again yesterday. Like I told spontaneous not too long ago, I have another symptom that I haven't been mentioning because I don't know if it is because of resolve or not: insomnia. The past couple of weeks, I lay awake until very late each night, but maybe it's just me.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Day 14 Maybe I'll just lick someone with a runny nose

I sure hope this is working...I am on day 14 and feel next to nothing. I'm a bit of an odd case I suppose because with the exception of strep(I'm not even sure if that is even a virus?) when I was 17, and H, I've never had any health problems. I was only diagnosed with H at the beginning of April, and have never even had a OB. It definitely seems like I am very prone to headaches lately...but mild ones, as all of my other symptoms have been. When I contact resolve between step 1 and step 2 I'll be sure to ask if having milder symptoms is better because it means you have less junk in your body to clear out, or if it would be better to really become ill. I am probably the only person in this world who wants to wake up and be sick!!
Anyway, since this blog represents Resolve and I know there are people who read this...anonymously (I was the creepy lurker too, at one time, until I stepped forth into the light). I'll go on ahead and say it even though I only 2 weeks along...I like resolve. I think that if the product does what it says it does, then for some people it may take a few protocols, because, I don't think everyone takes a look at themselves before they make their decision to try. In addition to H, what other ailments have you had in the past? More importantly, what is your lifestyle like right now? I am not trying to put anybody off, and I think I am starting to sound kind of like a resolve employee... but I'm not.
I'm doing the best I can to be honest and forthright and dole out the best guidance I have in me. With that said, I got some awesome coupons in the mail today for Bed, Bath, and Beyond, and I'm going to go use them :)

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Day 13

Found this while surfing the internet, thought it was quite interesting

Day 12

I'm really not feeling anything anymore...besides this incessant headache. Like I said in my last post though, it's very mild, so it's not interfering with my day.
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Monday, June 8, 2009

Day 10

I'm at my Mom's house for a couple of days, going to little sister's high shool graduation in the morning (commence the awww....) It's kind of odd when your little siblings are taller than you....and you can't boss them around anymore. Admit it, we all bossed around the little siblings.
I have a headache right now...a very small one. It seems as each little effect I notice is very mild, and if I wasn't keeping an eye out for them, I probably wouldn't notice them at all.
1. Acne
2. Southern area acne
3. swollen lymph nodes
4. headaches

Those are all of symptoms I've had so far...and all have been very,very mild.
I step up to 10 mL tomorrow...and have been very good about taking all of my doses each day and drinking plenty of water as well. I don't drink, but I have had a few cigarettes since I started the detox (When I say a few, I mean like one a day) I'm doing everything pretty normally...I have a coke to drink if I feel like it, that sort of stuff. Resolve said that you didn't have to go on a special diet while you're on the detox, and I don't eat unhealthily by any means, but I'm not a health nut either. I like to keep a happy medium, because resistance to chocolate is futile for me. :)
Anyway, enough rambling about my eating habits...I got my pin number from tstd from the test I took in March, so here it is for all to enjoy: 425758-8643800
I hope I never have to look a positive results again.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Day 8 "Has anyone seen my lymph nodes?"

So later on that night after posting, I got a headache, went to sleep, and the next morning felt completely fine. No more lymph node action. I miss it because it kinda made me say YAY, it is working, even though tender lymph nodes meant a little discomfort. The instructions say all of the side effects shouldn't last more than five days, or you should drop back on doses, so I'm wondering if that was a good thing.
With the exception of a few pesky pimples, I feel fine. I am pretty young, and have always had a pretty good immune system, plus I was just diagnosed with H, so I'm pretty confident about this working for me.
Anyway, I know you are all dying to see my positive results that I got in April, and I'm dying as well to post them, because I am a real person, really suffering with H. I don't want to be written off as someone that works for resolve, because I do not. I'm just like you :) I lost the pin number they gave me, or I think I may have just eliminated it from my email because I was so worked up over finding out I had H at the time. I am going to call tstd today to try to retrieve it, and it I am not able to do that, I will go get tested next week sometime,solely for the sake of this blog and all of those who read it and are curious about this product.
Until next time!

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Day 4 I don't know if it curing me of H, but there are definitely some effects. Started breaking out (acne) the next morning, and I never broke out as a teenager, so to have this happening now is kind of messing with my head a little bit. I even have a few zits on my back, ew.
Definitely some lymph node pressure today...still going about doing my regular day to day things, not violently ill, but I hope I don't end up having to lay up for a few days while I'm doing this, but if it means being cured of H, I guess it will be worth it. Hope it works!

Saturday, May 30, 2009

DAY 1!

Ok, So I woke up, ate breakfast, and painstakingly, and I'm talking about set this little cup on the counter to make sure it was level, measured my first dose. My reaction, as I am about to describe to you here, was quite dramatic. I drank it, it tasted like straight Sh*t, I stood there in front of the mirrow with a shocked "deer in the headlights" look for about 2 seconds, and then this look of utter disgust appeared on my face. The whole thing lasted about 7 seconds, tops. Now my tummy is giving me a small, yet measurable, "What the heck is this stuff" feeling, but I am about to go run on the treadmill, as I do everyday.
Until next time, ciao!

Friday, May 29, 2009

Well, picked up the minerals, got them all mixed up, and then decided to wait until tomorrow morning to start. Why? Because it is now 3:00 in the afternoon where I am.
This is going to be quite rigourous...three doses a day, and they MUST be taken with food, plus the 1/2 gallon of water that resolve suggested that I drink EVERY DAY. I am kind of a night owl, and I don't usually eat three times a day, so I'm going to have to make some lifestyle changes. I was originally going to begin treatment today, and I even reached in the fridge to get the milk for some cereal, but when I read the nutrition facts, I had to switch to toast because my milk is 4% Vitamin C :( Kind of broke my heart when I couldnt have a bowl of Rice Crispies.
So, there I was shaking these big bottles with boiling water in them, when my roommate and her friend come bounding in asking if I would like to go to the pool! I haven't told her, or anyone for that matter, so I was kind of glad that the bottles say "dietary supplement" on them. Could you imagine if they had "FOR HERPES" in bold letters on them? Congrats resolve on protecting your customer's privacy.
After that, I had the bottles,cap off sitting on the dresser cooling when one of my roommate's many cats gave me the "I'm going to jump on your dresser and knock those bottles over" look, so I had to remove her from the premises. I tried to also remove the other cat that was hiding under my bed because the two cats don't get along. I gave up when she hissed at me, and moved the bottles in my bathroom and shut the door. I'm starting to think my roommate is running an animal shelter.
Anyway, I will post again tomorrow and let you know how my first day goes, until then take it easy and God bless.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Missed my package today! my kit an obnoxiously early hour so I woke up to find the ever friendly, yet disappointing "Sorry we missed you!" postcard outside my door. No worries th0ugh, I will go pick it up tomorrow morning, and begin treatment. In the meantime, I will go twiddle my thumbs in a corner somewhere.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Help with blogspot

Ok, I am totally new to this blogspot thing, by the way, and if someone could help me figure out how to subscribe to the other bloggers who are trying resolve herpes, that would be awesome. I'm going crazy, sitting in front of this laptop trying to figure it out.

Hello, all of you fellow herpes sufferers

Hello, I was diagnosed with herpes at the beginning of April. I hadn't been having any problems, I just so happen to be one of the responsible adults who gets checked regularly, and having herpes was a complete shock.
I researched "resolve herpes" quite a bit before making my decision, as we all know that there is supposedly no cure for herpes. I ordered my kit last week, so any day now it should arrive, wish me luck!