Friday, July 10, 2009

Step 2 Day 5

Just taking it slow....coming to terms with HSV being in my body. I'm pretty sure resolve is BS y'all. I'm going to finish as I only have 9 days left, and I will test in October, but I'm not expecting too much.
Life goes on, there are still many things to experience out there(Many beaches to surf, in my case). Keep going, keep improving, keep looking up. Don't let a little bug that decided to take up residence in your body control you. You control you body, never forget that. All of the blissfully ignorant people going about transmitting this because they have too much pride to be tested, well, we are better than they are because we take responsibility for our sexual health, and obviously, care about other people's as well.
It is a slap in the face when someone makes a cruel statement about HSV, but what do they know? Probably not a whole lot, given the lack of effective sex education in this country(An absolute shame on the government).
I've read a lot about HSV in my now three months of knowing, and read a lot of stories and plights of people who have had this for years. My heart goes out to everyone, and I will not stop fighting back until I am cured and you are too.

1 comment:

  1. Yeah, the negative buzz on the blogs and hub lately is a mood killer and this may be a hoax, but after all is said and done, all I can do is wait for my 90 days to be up, so I'm not gonna make my self crazy with the what if's until the time to test. My body feels pretty good and I still feel pretty optomistic about. If it doesnt work, I'll be disappointed of course, but like you said; H doesnt control my life, I do. Life for me and everyone else will go on :-) Like I've said many times before, I had a life before Resolve, and I will still have one after, no matter the outcome. I wont give up on searching for that cure, but I wont let H hold me back from living either. Hope you're well. Enjoy the weekend!!!